Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Flat lining bluejeans

I hate being so strong-willed.

It makes it harder to hear God because it's hard to hear God's voice over my own screaming desires.

Which also means that He probably has to be more tough with me and rough me up a bit before I get the point.
But for as much i crave His will, why can't I understand Him better?

How can I tell it's His will and not just the depravity of my heart deceiving me?
The heart is deceitful above all things so I don't always want to rely on that beast for honesty.

I beg for His will, I beg for His guidance, but my strong-willedness always seems to get in the way, even when i don't realize.

what a silly frail people we are!
we're so weak even when we think we're at our strongest.

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