I'm been meaning to blog every day for weeks.
Not that I actually have anything to say. I just wanted to get back in the swing of blogging.
I think of bits and pieces of things I'd like to say. I'll try to remember. It'll just be disjointed random thoughts. I promise not to reveal too much about myself, as is the goal. I don't want people to think they know me through my blog, if that makes sense. But then again, I doubt you can write anything without revealing something about yourself. I'd just rather people make the effort to know me. I'm a quality timer. sue me.
I had a dream that I took a girl on a date to Wal-mart. It was magical. I think we were going to get manicures there or something. If I ever find a girl that considers Wal-mart a good date, I'm sticking a ring on that finger so fast it'll make your head spin.
I'm watching Leap Year again right now for probably the 6th time this month. yeah. I have a problem. A problem called I-love-awesome-movies.
I'd love to marry someone else with big dimples. Our kids would look like golf balls. Cute, adorable little golf ball-faced children. awwww! I want some.
Why is lust always at the top of the sin list? Every Bible study or group I've ever been in, that's the sin that's discussed and attacked with the most frequency. And I'm NOT saying that's bad. But there is other sin that's just as destructive. Like what about pride? That's way less easy to spot in your own life than lust. Yet it steals our joy like none other. In fact, isn't most sin just a result of pride, stealing our own joy in an attempt to be happy instead? sad. Also, maybe instead of focusing on sin, we could focus on knowing Jesus deeper and deeper, because the more you know Him, the less appealing sin becomes. He increases, the sin decreases. But I guess I'm captain obvious.
People who don't have a tv and people who aren't on facebook sure do like to let you know it. I understand the necessity for less tv and social media, but don't let become a point of pride. I can see how it'd be an easy trap to become prideful or smug about that.
It's finally Chet Baker music weather. He's the sound of a mild winter. Warms my heart like a cup of musical hot chocolate.
One of the things I struggle with the most is knowing when to patiently wait on God and when to act. I want Him to guide, but I never want to use that as an excuse for not taking action. When is He teaching me patience and trust and when am I just being lazy or scared? I bet ya that's a common struggle amongst us feelers (as in INFJ).
Another of one of my most frustrating struggles is where the personality He's given me fits into the Kingdom. He made me the way I am for a reason, and it's difficult to understand why or how it fits. What do I do with this weird, funky, and oft-frustrating personality? What does my redeemed personality type look like? Hard to find concrete answers on stuff like that.
I saw a woman at work who was 6'6"!! It was awesome!!! I told Brian about her because I was so excited, and we went over and talked to her and asked her how tall she was. She said she's 5'11" but that had to be total bull. It had to be! My neck was at a complete 90-degree angle when looking up at her! For real, ya'll! It was amazing! ....and a billion times more interesting than this story was. sorry.
If I had the money, I'd get shoulder surgery. I don't know if I need it, but I bet I do. I bet I have bonespurs. I don't really know what those are, but I think I have them. It feels like what those sound like.
I don't like camping. Mostly because I always end up being sick for days afterward due to allergies. But also because I just kinda like being clean.
Any time anyone drinks wine, they post about it on facebook. I'm not sure anyone has ever had a glass of wine in their hand without having a facebook status pulled up with the other. The fact that you like wine actually doesn't make you classy and sophisticated.
Same goes to the college students who feel like adults because they drink.
I cried my eyes out during The Muppets. Yes, seriously. Never cried that much during a movie ever. and I have NO IDEA why. Before we left for the movies, I had been watching the DVD of the last Five Iron Frenzy concert that I went to in Denver, and at the end we sang worship songs and that got me all choked up. So maybe that popped the seals off my tearducts or something. But I teared up constantly for the first 30 minutes of the movie. I was just so happy, so glad the Muppets are back. Weird, isn't it? I watched a LOT of Muppets as a child and had all the music from the movies on cassette tape. It was just so joyous to see them back on the big screen as they should be. NOT like that Muppets in Space crap. I love that the movie was kinda based on reality as well. That was really cool. They nailed it. It was perfect. Bret Mackinze from Flight of the Conchords wrote the music, Jason Segel wrote the movie, and He & Amy Adams starred in it. How could you ask for more? Oh what? you wish Neil Patrick Harris and John Krasinski were in it? well guess what? THEY ARE! booooooya!
ok bye. I love you. yes, YOU.
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:) Loved it. AND yes. for the record that struggle with being guided but not being apathetic and not taking action deal...my constant thoughts.
ReplyDeleteYeah that's a big one. But sometimes it's less apathy and just fear of doing the wrong thing. I want to do what HE wants, but I'm not always sure what He'd have me do. So I don't know if He's telling me to be still, be patient or if I'm just being to loud to hear His voice. I want to be wise in my decisions and actions, but sometimes that leads me to doing nothing because I just want to be guided SO badly. if that makes sense.
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